Um...

Hi. I tossed up posting this due to my fear it may be misinterpreted. But I thought it was the easiest way to go about it. I am suffering from some depression rooted in, as far as I can tell at this stage my Dad's death. It is affecting my mood and sleep patterns. I have had issues with insomnia since I was around 11 and it came back more so when I was 17. It's quite excessive at the moment aswell. If I seem bummed, withdrawn, sad, overly emotional, lacking in confidence etc; this is probably why. I am getting counselling and trying to treat this properly. It's a pretty tough time so support and patience would be appreciated :) I'll get there but right now I'm feeling rather tender. Sorry to be a downer but I figured I should explain myself to my friends and this seemed the easiest and least time consuming. Want to know more? Just ask. :)

Insomnia

I can realate to this song

INSOMNIA - Silverchair (from 'Young Modern')

Tomorrow will be another part of yesterday
And yesterday will be another part of the day before

Wait, I hear another song insomnia
About the days I wasn't tired
And doing that "fun retro look"

Hey don't use the term accommodation
I won't be there for that and that will never be there for me

And I need to get some sleep slash resolution
About the days I wasn't tired
And doing that "fun retro thing"

Over in the corner of a circle
I sleep behind this bedroom
I see "fun retro look"
Dine behind a suitcase in an empty room
It's time to leave millions behind
Hey that's what I took from retro look

I stay awake for days
I stay awake for days
But I'd sit awake in daze anyway
I'm a maze of chains

WHY I SUCK!

My name is AJ and I suck ass so bad it's good. I think I'm really cool and punk rock but really I'm just a little bitch with no friends. No-one can stand my ugly face for very long and they vomit when ever they see me. I'm an example of poor breeding.
I'm all like 'OH Matt Wilson is a gay ass homo butt muncher!' But really I am the biggest loser of them all I cry too much about all the crap in my bitch, bitch, bitch I go. I am AJ and I'm a big dumb fag hag ass face sandwich slurper. Call me names and tell me that Matt is cooler than me because he is the pants in our relationship and I'm just socks.

Hmm

I am going to use this blog more regularly. I find I have a blog shaped hole in my heart :)

Unfortunately I don't know what to post about on here. Any ideas? Anyone? I'll give you a dollar...
Hmm well anyway consider this notice (warning) I am back to blog and I am back with a vengeance.

Bitch.

Solomon Grundy,
Born on a Monday,
Christened on Tuesday,
Married on Wednesday,
Took ill on Thursday,
Grew worse on Friday,
Died on Saturday,
Buried on Sunday.
That was the end of
Solomon Grundy.

Echoes, Silence Patience and Grace

Is the name of the new Foo Fighters Record coming out on September 25, 2007!

I'm quite excited, apparently it sounds like Steely Dan crossed with No Means No and a touch of Chuck Berry! I'll like, let's be honest I dig 95% of all things Grohl!

The Track listing is as follows:

01. The Pretender
02. Let It Die
03. Erase Replace
04. Long Road to Ruin
05. Come Alive
06. Stranger Things Have Happened
07. Cheer Up Boys, Your Makeup Is Running
08. Summer’s End
09. The Ballad of the Beaconsfield Miners
10. Statues
11. But Honestly
12. Home

I can't wait, but I will :D